Just got yelled at by "step dad" for losing a textbook last year (gonna cost $77 bucks ugh!). He was freaking raving mad, yelling, saying "I'M NOT PAYING IT!! I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T GRADUATE!!". Then I said "I'LL PAY FOR IT..
damn!" and he comes freaking
stomping up the stairs, kicking my door open, like "DON'T DAMN ME! BLAHBLAH YOU HAVE THE SAME ATTITUDE AS YOUR MOTHER BLAH BLAH I SHOULD KICK THE BOTH OF YOU OUT BLAH BLAH!"
What a social tard. Like
what the hell does he expect if he's yelling shit saying he doesn't care if I graduate? Does he expect me to cry and beg!? "Oh no, please no, master of deh house and all moniess!!"
Thank god I do have the money at least

. It really still sucks though because that's a big dent in my savings and it's such a stupid thing to have to spend it on. Hopefully I can get a freaking job soon >.<. Need money for college

.
Fortunately this just may be the kick in the butt I need to move out and in with someone who has offered. The only thing that's been holding me back really is causing too much of a stirr (and I'm sure it still will) but maybe I won't care as much if everyone here really is being an asshole. I'll have to wait until tomorrow or a little later though to really decide because this might just be a momentary feeling. I just dread the drama of having my parents see a U-Haul pull up suddenly, one day. Not to mention, my boyfriend making me feel guilty about moving farther away or doing anything with my life. I suppose I do something similar to him though.