Damnit, I'm going to Splish Splash on Wednesday and this weekend I might be going to the music festival at the Seaport (manhattan). Why can't I just have fun and look forward to good things? I'm so open to the possibility disappointment or something going wrong, in anything I want to do, that now it's caused me to be on edge all the time. This is the large chunk of anxiety I've been so steeped in for so long (I get it now)! Desperately hope I overcome this soon!
In other news, after spending some time with a cool employee guy, I had gotten the job at the Citizens Campaign for the Environment. Although I wasn't as good at canvassing as I'd expected. I can't take it up however due to transportation issues and parents being disagreeable (big surprise). Guess the job goes on... (my friend got a job there too. I really hope she sticks with it!)
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